I love you not, I love you still, but I'll never love again
I lay beside you, under wicked sky,
I'll be there when you're gone
Black heart scarring darker still, but there's no sun shining through
could you be there?
cause I'm the one waiting for you.

Lie beside me, tell me what I've done
what you've felt, what I've known
but you've dubbed me unforgiven
when you shut your eyes and closed the door.

Y Fidelia: in my mind's eye
unforgiven
1:43 AM

I thought togetherness is what all about us.
no... it was rules and pride which define us.
I had all the faith in the world about your words.
there's no more faith in any thing but God.

i thought u'd protect me. i felt so safe in ur arms...

all i thought was true love, but it all boils down to my stupidity.

saying hate you, isn't the same as i don't love you.
i still love you as much,
but i hope the day comes when things..

Y Fidelia: in my mind's eye
unforgiven
5:24 PM

Y Fidelia: in my mind's eye
unforgiven
12:40 AM

I was certified burn out and stressed during the last block. certified as in by the doctor.
I can't seem to draw anymore. My hand and eye co-ordination skill is failing me, so is my ability to communicate in proper English, and forget about Mandarin. When I want to explain things, I often end up stopping half way, because I realised that I don't know what I was talking about anymore.

I guess it's karma. Maybe it's time I turn into an alien, or maybe continue learning Italian so I can communicate again. ok no link. I'm stressed. so much work to do yet no time.

Y Fidelia: in my mind's eye
unforgiven
10:04 PM

Y Fidelia: in my mind's eye
unforgiven
12:21 PM

listen to the man speaking of violence. make a hell lot of sense. he always does. he should run for the president. kill me if u have to, but i hope Dita and him will get back together. such a lovely couple. Evan Rachael is a bitch, still has the face to copy Dita's style.

Y Fidelia: in my mind's eye
unforgiven
9:01 PM

Mysterious and a scholar, you are a member of the Tremere clan. You are pretty loyal to your clan, well, you sort of have to...especially since you are blood-bonded to most of them. You are the intelligentsia of the Camarilla and are fascinated with the occult. Possessing the ability to use blood for magic, many clans don't like to approach you. However, that is fine with you. You tend not to trust the other clans anyway. What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?

Sekhmet Observant, authoritative, indulgent, moral and witty. Colors: male: green, female: turquoise Compatible Signs: Bastet, Geb Dates: July 29 - Aug 11, Oct 30 - Nov 7 Role: Goddess of war and vengeance Appearance: Lion-headed woman with the sun over her head Sacred Animal: lion What is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign? Designed by CyberWarlock of Warlock's Quizzles and Quandaries

Y Fidelia: in my mind's eye
unforgiven
12:16 AM